Artist: BONNIE PINK
Album: Even So
Lisa Kleypas, Dreaming of You (via lydianea)
Almost had a heart attack last night. I’m 20 year old with 60 year old body. :( no more delicious salty fried chips. But I’m blessed that I didn’t get a stroke or anything worse. Ima beat this hypertension family curse like a BOSS.
Yes yes yes yes yes yes! Finally enrolled into the correct classes with a suitable schedule. I AM leaving you SMC with no regrets ! I know I keep saying that but this time it’s forreal. I SWEAR IT
I’m performing involuntary farts in the library because I actually digested yummy food. Seems like my stomach/behind is loudly thanking me. You welcome body but too bad this will be the last time I’ll feed myself fart inducing meals.
Pulling an all nighter !!!!!!! Yay procrastination and my distorted sleeping pattern.
You know what I need to throw away? My fear of rejection. I should stop making plans and just do something like, actually do something that’s sorta significant in my life. I’ve been stuck in the hallway for years and I can never get through the next room because of my own excuses for my insecurities. Now I feel this sense of urgency because I’m aging like everybody else. I need to finally go through this passage to actually have responsibilities.
By now I think I should take criticisms and negativity seriously as my primary sources to strive. Soon I will show you guys that I can do it.
My school’s library is making me feel claustrophobic. It’s dark and lonely.
I think I just can’t take this place anymore.